I’m ranting I’m so pissed!! If my director tells me I’d understand if I had kids one more time I’m…

I’m ranting I’m so pissed!! If my director tells me I’d understand if I had kids one more time I’m going to quit. Just cuz some people were able to have kids before me. I’m a teacher been in the school district for 6 yrs after graduating top of my class and helping raise my sisters kids until the youngest was 5. I’m not stupid(she married and moved away he is marine) I know I can always improve everyone can but I’m doing a job below me and below what I should be paid because I wanted to. And I just got a perfect review and do a lot more than most. This just pisses me off. It’s not my fault my first ex husband became an alcoholic and my second ex husband cheated on me and got someone else pregnant and I had cervical cancer that took 2 yrs to go away. It’s like oh yay throw in my face my choice about being responsible and waiting. I dated my now fiancé 3 yrs before we decided to get married and try for kids. I am just now pregnant last one was a miscarriage in nov so I’m scared to tell my boss I’m 3/4 weeks pregnant now. But I’m so emotional it took all I had not to cry and quit. Tell them I’m better than this job and walk away. I just want to be a mom so bad. I’m tired of people I hate people mostly just mean people. And I hate being so emotional. I’m trying to figure out how to make it through this job while I’m pregnant but I just want to quit I am tired of being tired and working. Kinda wish I could get a job working from home or something. And if anyone had anything mean to say please don’t. I’m just ranting so I don’t ball.