Tomorrow I find out if I've managed to push my man away passed any hope... I always do this when I…

Tomorrow I find out if I've managed to push my man away passed any hope... I always do this when I really like someone.. We're having a talk tomorrow to see if we're going to Co parent or figure things out. I'm scared of the outcome 😯😢 fucking hormones on top of my already shit relationship insecurities.... Fml