I’ll be calling to make arrangements this week for me to go to a therapist. But damn am I…

I’ll be calling to make arrangements this week for me to go to a therapist. But damn am I struggling. My sweet princess adores her little brother so much and wants nothing more than to simply love on him. But it’s always when I’m trying to feed him or he’s sleeping. So I get so aggravated. I try so hard to control my temper (bipolar, depression, and PPD is such a horrible combination), but I do snap sometimes. ): and my little prince has some kind of issue that’s making him puke a lot (he has an appointment in the morning), and I get so frustrated and upset every time, cause I have to clean the bed sheets/blanket, him, and I have to change my clothes.

I love my children more than life. But I am seriously having such a hard time. Especially since I have more than half a dozen writing assignments to do this week for school. 😭😭