Venting!!

I’m 36 weeks and the decided for the health of me a and baby that they will induce.. mind you I was in the hospital before this stay for 3 days.. husband came up 2 times.. last night when I decided I had no other option but to come in he dragged his feet finally got him to come with me they then decided that they where admitting me.. and he leaves said I’m not gonna watch you sleep.. tells me he will be up here around 9 well doesn’t make it up here tell noon or later.. then decides he needs to leave comes back up here from 6:45 tonight is already gone and said I’ll see you tomorrow.. mind you I’m being induced to have his daughter are other kids are already taken care of.. why isn’t he staying you ask your guess is as good as mine!!! I’m beyond annoyed and I feel like I want to just do this labor thing alone now!! But this is how this hole pregnancy has been!! I hate men that’s all