Times like these are why I'm depressed and my family (parents and siblings) don't even fucking care! They are the root of it but they don't care enough to see it. I need to move out now! I can't do this anymore!!!
I don't care how people take selfies. Do what you want it's not killing me, ruining my day or none of my business. I don't care about The background either. It can be dirty or clean it's not my house. Just take care if your babies.
I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of heart, but doing this alone is hard. Every single night she just screams to the top of her lungs and I do everything to soothe her. I don't know what to do at all. I wish I had some kind of help. I don't have a single ounce of help. I don't know a single soul in Minnesota either.
I want to work, but I don't have anyone I truly trust to take care of my son.
Tonight for dinner I slacked and I don't even care. We had fried baloney, Apple sauce, chips & I gave one son grapes, and the other blueberrys for dinner.
