I honestly cant believe how dumb my ex is... hes gunna miss everything about baby... but he'll get a…

I honestly cant believe how dumb my ex is... hes gunna miss everything about baby... but he'll get a rude awakening after hes born with that child support shit n this time i aint waitinf 2 yeara to file... I cant believe how many lies I believed...smfh makes me wonder if i can even tell whats real anymore... I knew him leaving back home was a mistake but I couldnt stop it... and now he dumped his family... the only people who gave a shit cuz his mom doesnt, his dad doesnt, and his grandparents barely do... hes gunna be homeless again n try to crawl back 2 me and it wont work i hope... I love him so much but how much dumbness can i put up with? I was ready to say I do, n I thought he was too but aparently he just wanted a new peice of ass instead of fixing what was wrong... I cant believe this... I'm hurt, feel betrade among others but maybe ita for the best... Graysons no longer crying because he got up... im no longer pissed daily for something he said... im no longer hurt constantly.. My kids are my world and if you're not man enough to be in there lives n treat them right aswell as me then you dont need to be there. I will always love him but.. maybe its for the best....