I think i am like terrified of falling asleep with baby in bed with us! (I never actually bring baby…

I think i am like terrified of falling asleep with baby in bed with us! (I never actually bring baby into bed with us when we are sleeping or sleepy) but it must be a huge fear i have. Three nights ago i woke up and i shoved my boyfriend over and started yelling at him “the baby! You squished the baby!!” ..... she was in her bassinet beside us... and every night since then when i wake up in the middle of the night since then i frantically search my blanket because i think she’s in there!

I think i may be a little sleep deprived 😆