I hate this month so much January 15 2016 I lost my first baby. Then on January 26 2016 I lost my grandma/mom. I love and miss them both so much but every time I look at my son I can see a little of my grandma in him. Telling me that everything is okay that she is taking care of my baby in heaven and watching over both of us down here. I wish Karson was able to meet you but all he will have is pictures that I will share with him.