Boyfriends mom is watching my son tonight while I, my boyfriend , my girl and her boyfriend go out…

Boyfriends mom is watching my son tonight while I, my boyfriend , my girl and her boyfriend go out tonight to the club. I haven’t been out in so long i already feel bad about leaving my baby tonight but then i think it will be good for me to get out and have fun. ☹️ why do i feel bad about leaving him though. 😭😭