@mommynae I understand

@jskidsmom, thank you I need the kind words it's just a scary feeling being so young

@mommiesaremagical14, thank you so much I really appreciate it and yes I do have a support system at home it's just the thought of everything is scary that's all

Yes. My girls are 19months apart. I cried everyday even though my second was planned. I cried not knowing if I'd be able to love them equally etc. But I do and now I have a 3rd daughter and I love all 3 of them. ❤

My sister's kids are 15 months apart. It was tough but she got through it. I also have experience in this due to the fact that I raised her children with her as if I was their second mother I was there with my sister threw her pregnancies births and raising the children. Even though I didn't give birth to them I experienced it. Do you have a support system at home?