I honestly feel depressed all I wanna do it cry my husband only got me a 25$ gift card from Amazon for Christmas which was not what I wanted and he didn't even pick out a gift from my daughter to give to me for Christmas after I got him two gifts and one gifts from her to him so he got 3 gifts for Christmas and i only got one and he bought his mom 3 gifts and then on top of that I'm trying to find a online job that pays well so I can help with the bills sense my husband wants to spend all his extra money on games instead of helping his dad with bills and on top of that we live with his dad who won't let us get internet so I can find a online job he says I need to become a nurse I don't wanna be a nurse I have to find a job at home because we don't have anyone to watch our daughter and our second child will be here in 5 weeks and my husband hasn't even bothered to fix up the house were supposed to be staying in because his job doesn't pay enough for him to fix stuff so I feel like it's my job to get things done but I can't without internet and to top it off his mom will be here tomorrow and she always steps in and tells me I'm not doing a good enough job helping my family like seriously I'm doing the best I can you tell your son to get a house so we can actually get internet without his dad bitching about it.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Ok so my son just got his first job. He’s also type 1 diabetic. Well last night while working his sensor starts going off his blood sugar dropped to 52. They told him he could deal with it after he got his orders done, which in a way I understand that but at the same time if it drops low enough he can pass out and that won’t be good for anyone!! They wouldn’t even let him just grab some glucose tabs out of his bag. I’m so torn here because I don’t know what’s appropriate and what’s not.
My boyfriend snuck and turned on my find my friends on my iPhone so he can know where I am at all times🤦🏽♀️ he is so silly lol I love his crazy butt
So not in the Christmas spirit this year 😕 I mean I'm happy I have my unborn & my big boy but it's just not the same without my little fatty, it would've been his first Christmas 😢