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Maurissa Erhardt
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It's been so hard. I miss being with my baby's father so much but our relationship was very toxic and I know I did the…

It's been so hard. I miss being with my baby's father so much but our relationship was very toxic and I know I did the right thing by getting out of it I try reminding myself that but then I go to bed and wake up missing him. I just wish we could of been happy and be together so we could be a family with our baby it's all I ever wanted in life. I get that we don't have to be together to be parents but I just feel like it's so much better when you're actually together in a happy loving relationship and I never wanted my child to grow up bouncing from house to house. This hurts so much.

It's so sad to say this but me and my man have been happily together for 4 years we've known each other for way longer…

It's so sad to say this but me and my man have been happily together for 4 years we've known each other for way longer then that though. We wanted to make a baby because we were so ready for this next phase in our life. So we tried and tried nothing happened (still happy) then randomly after a loooong time I find out I was pregnant in August. I am today 17 weeks and it's been the worse ride of my life. I understand I love my baby and I know my baby is a blessing every day but it's not for our relationship. Every day there is something blocking us from happiness. We constantly fight we can never talk out our problems anymore, and I can never never do anything that makes him happy everything I do I feel like a huge piece of shit for. I was trying to work out my relationship cause i would rather try then throw it out but every day I am seriously loosing hope even with the prayers and time doing it's own. I have never been so depressed. Sorry this is long I just needed to get it out and down.