Well guys I haven't posted in a while but this happen this month, (found out Christmas Day) I still…

Well guys I haven't posted in a while but this happen this month, (found out Christmas Day) I still don't believe it so there's about a 95% chance I'm gonna POAS every week atleast until my first doctors appt, I'm so nervous, I honestly don't know if I'm happy yet, more nervous than anything, But I don't want to stress myself out but this will be my rainbow baby (miscarried 10/25/16) so I am a nervous wreck until I go to the doctor and know everything is okay 😨😨😨