I’m feeling very isolated tonight. My life is pretty perfect on the outside, other people’s lives…

I’m feeling very isolated tonight. My life is pretty perfect on the outside, other people’s lives seem perfect too. I just wish my parents had been different, not so trashy, maybe I’d be more like my cousin. I’m 7 years older than her and i look up to her. Everyone always said we acted more like sisters, i wish she really was my sister. I know my life would be different.