Am I the only one that isn’t in the Christmas spirit at all this year? I don’t have a tree up I…

Am I the only one that isn’t in the Christmas spirit at all this year? I don’t have a tree up I haven’t had the money to really get anyone anything bc of bills & I have too work all day on Christmas while my family is celebrating together😒 I honestly would love to just fast forward & skip the holidays. I feel so depressed & like the grinch & I hate feeling this way ugh😒🙄