I feel like this is the worst christmas ever I just spent $37 on my fiancé a gift and I feel like…

I feel like this is the worst christmas ever I just spent $37 on my fiancé a gift and I feel like it’s the crappiest gift I could have ever gotten him I just wish Christmas would hurry up and go away usually I’m all for Christmas I always have everything organized and ready but this year ever which way I turn has literally turned me around and said f you to my face and then to top it off I feel bad bc someone got me a gift but I didn’t get them anything so I feel like the worst person on the planet right now