Currently on my porch crying 😭😭. This is why I never say anything to rick about him getting up out…

Currently on my porch crying 😭😭. This is why I never say anything to rick about him getting up out the bed and going places with me. He always gets very upset and makes me seen like a bitch for just wanting to be out in public with him... I'm tired if seeing him like this. In bed 24 /7. Yes he got shot. Yes he's in a wheelchair. Yes it puts him in massive pain. But I just want him to be healthy and being in bed all day everyday for the past 7 years is NOT healthy. Now I feel like a POS.