Check up OB appt in 2 hours I'm hoping she does an ultrasound like she did at the last check up appt cause I haven't seen or heard my baby in a month and a half hoping everything is okay with my peanut ❤️❤️

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Obgyn appt today nervous
So i have a fetal doppler and with my previous pregnancies i could find babies heartbeat at 8,9 weeks. This time I’m checking it everyday hoping ok it grew bigger now I will find it but I’m 10w5d and i still didn’t hear it... I know exactly where to look for it. I’m freaking out now. It’s my appt today and i hope she will find it.
Is it normal to have pain where my stitches are a month later? I haven't had my 6 week check up yet. So annoying because I'm not allowed to wax until after the appt
I have an appt to check my baby's growth and check my cervix today. I'm at risk for preterm labor and was wondering when they check my cervix through ultrasound if they can see if I'm dilated or anything like that?