There was no "advice" category but I need some! I'm 19 and have the most amazing boyfriend and im…

There was no "advice" category but I need some! I'm 19 and have the most amazing boyfriend and im pregnant with our son. We have a good life and we're financially stable. But I can't seem to ever shake this little shadow monster in my brain telling me that I'm stuck and my life is going nowhere. That I'll be like my mom and my child will grow up hating me and just wanting to leave me and I will have given up everything for someone who wants nothing to do with me. Has anyone every felt this way? I wanna change these insecurities, I just don't know how atm...