Alright I swear I'm mad asf. I can't get my mom to help me out. I need to get a shower so bad and I…

Alright I swear I'm mad asf. I can't get my mom to help me out. I need to get a shower so bad and I need to do atleast a few dishes but nope she has to go take her bfs grandchildren almost 2 hours away because "they want to go somewhere". They don't deserve to go no fuckin where js. They are so bad. Yall have no idea and then she can't even come watch them for 10 minutes while I take a 2 second shower and do a few dishes smdh I'm bouta flip today Lord give me strength