When you have soooo much going on that your mind turns to jello. And it doesn’t help that when I let…

When you have soooo much going on that your mind turns to jello. And it doesn’t help that when I let myself get worked up, then I get cramps. So I’m forced to get my mind off of things and then nothing happens. Then I stress that everything is piling up. Who would have thought that pulling over time at work would be the most enjoyable thing that isn’t my family right now. But my hubby has been thrown on the opposite shift as me for the week so I get 4 hours with him and that is us sleeping and lunch hours. So I can’t even get a back rub or anything. And I either ask over texts or over lunch for him to do things. So it feels like business between us since we have this huge ass shit storm of nonrelationship issues. We still flirt when possible but there is too much going on. And the 3 hours we get in bed together, we are too tired to get frisky. So what was supposed to be a short post that turned into a rant summed up as: stressed, no sex, and a fried brain.