I dont know if any of you feel this way but, when i found out i was having a boy i was so sad for a little while. My husband and I wanted a girl, hes been wanting a girl since he was a little boy, and since ive known him he would always say when he has kids he wants a little girl. When we got pregnant, we already knew what we would call our daughter, and we started to call our unborn baby by this name all the time. I was almost postitive it was a girl. But it was a little boy, and I sometimes feel like i lost our daughter, i dont know when or if we will have another child. I know he is happy about our son, Ismaeel. I am happy too, i love him already, i am obsessed with him. Sometimes i feel awful for wanting a girl so much, wanting him to be someone different. I know itll go away when i see Ismaeel, it could go away any moment, honestly. I just been feeling crappy about this for the last couple weeks.