Yesterday I cried my eyes out because I saw my body in family photos we had taken. Today I cried…
Yesterday I cried my eyes out because I saw my body in family photos we had taken. Today I cried because breastfeeding hurts so much and I selfishly want to supplement or formula feed completely just so my nipples won’t feel like they’re being cut with glass. Right now I’m crying because I asked my husband what time he’s coming to bed and he said he’s probably not. He said he’s going to stay awake all night and play his video games. All I want is to fall asleep next to him like we always did before but we haven’t slept in the same bed since the baby was born because we take turn taking naps and watching him. I feel like such a bad and selfish mom for crying about this crap but I literally can’t stop. I love my son so much but I miss so much of what we had before too.
kammy·
Мама сына (1 год)
It will get better, promise. I was sooo miserable with breastfeeding for the first month. Maybe have a little drink to relax you and it does help the pain in the beginning. Your hubby is trying to adjust to a new addition and it's not easy! None of really know how to do that until after we survive it 😆 don't be afraid to speak up about what you want or need to anyone!! And don't feel bad if you need help of any kind, take it.