My heart breaks as my 30th birthday is on Sunday, and yet my second birthday I will have to…

My heart breaks as my 30th birthday is on Sunday, and yet my second birthday I will have to celebrate without my twin brother. He was the one person I knew i would always grow old with and not feel

So bad about getting older as I shared it with him. And now I go on without him and it hurts so much 😪 I hope no one gets me a cake. I had to walk away last year as everyone sang happy birthday to us I couldn't do it 💔