I finally have open eyes after all these years! Main reason why I don't have shit! More of his money…

I finally have open eyes after all these years! Main reason why I don't have shit! More of his money is being spent outside the home(not eatting out or on another person). And items he has not purchased. He can give a rat ass about! Family member let us a 300$ swing she got from baby R US. Was suppose to give that back cause they were gonna plan for another child! No he gave that some one that batted her eyes and gave a sob story. Now I found other baby items I had put away in our storage deck. On the patio and it was raining! Like I have FUCKING money to waste! But what u bought n the baby don't use anymore is in the unit!