The count down is on well at least for my kids. My son has written his letter to Santa and my daughter wasn’t scared of him! But my husband and I just moved out of our house. We have been renting it for almost 3 years. I’m heart broken!! Our landlord is an a**. Now we have to move back in with my parents until we find a new place. I am so grateful for them opening their doors for us. But I feel like I’m a horrible mom for not being able to afford a place right now for my kids. I wish daycare wasn’t so expensive so I could go back to work and help pay the bills. Im just so lost right now I just want the best for them. But I’ve been nothing but a wreck lately. I want to be able to enjoy the month of December. The light,the music,family, decorating our tree. I just can’t get into it. Sorry for venting again I’m just lost 😢😞