My hcg number is 40 Thursday they will see if it went up if so I’m still pregnant if not I lost my…

My hcg number is 40 Thursday they will see if it went up if so I’m still pregnant if not I lost my baby. I know I have only known a week but I was so excited and started to prepare right away. I know God has a plan but I’m scared. I need the strength to handle bad news if it comes. My husband just left for another state Sunday for training for his work for three weeks so I’m all alone essentially. I don’t wanna. 😭every time I think about it no matter how positive I try to stay I cry.