Today I would have held you, and heard your little cries, I would have counted 10 fingers 10 toes…

Today I would have held you, and heard your little cries, I would have counted 10 fingers 10 toes and I'd even be looking into your eyes. Instead I'm sitting here at home unable to move, because all I can think about is how I've lost you. My heart hurts more then words could ever express, but I know God has taken you in with his full embrace, and that eases me to rest. As much as it hurts to not have you here, I know one day I'll have My rainbow baby when the time is near.