So Tinleys dad hasn’t been around since I was 20wks pregnant. When we went to court he kept telling…

So Tinleys dad hasn’t been around since I was 20wks pregnant. When we went to court he kept telling the judge that he wanted to see her but never would try.

She turned one in June, and he still hasn’t tried to see her. I hate that he hasn’t, but he had also got back on drugs an wasn’t doin too good last time I heard.

Well for the last couple weeks he has been on my mind a lot here lately. I honestly don’t know why and I’m not sure if it’s a sign or something, but I’m constantly wondering what he might be doing, or if he ever thinks about her, just little stuff like that.

In December of 2015 I came to my parents house for Christmas. Well I just decided not to go back to his house because he was constantly on the phone with his ex and never wanted to do anything with me.

My mom thinks that if I would have went back after having Christmas with them that he would still be in my life, but why would someone want to live with someone who says they wasn’t together and he still talked to his ex!?

In a way I hope he gets clean and straightens his shit up. Tinley needs a dad and I want him to be around, but then again she’s over one and he hasn’t wanted to.

😔😔😔😩😩😩