Tonight is the night I cried the hardest in a while. I cried for my children because they will not have a constant father in there life. I cry because i know what it feels like. I cry because my son has not one single thing to his name except a outfit i bought him. I cry for myself because in three years i let a man control my life. I haven't accomplished anything since high school except bring children in this world. I have no money to spend on myself or my children like i would like. I have no home to call my own. They say things will get better, but will they really? I think im just having an emotional night and and overdue for some sleep. I wish i didnt have to do everything alone 😭😭😭
I completely empathize. I remember walking into the NICU and looking at my daughter when she was just born and crying because I didn't have a father for her and because she had to be in the hospital for so long. I remember asking for her to forgive me. You just gotta take it one day at a time. And if that's too much. Take it 1 hour at a time. Focus on what's right in front of you. It'll get better momma.