





guys!!!!! SUPER long time no talk, I miss you! I haven't posted in a while because things have been nothing short of completely reckless.. but instead of dwelling on it and posting a super long sob story about everything that's happened I'll just focus on the positive stuff. :)
I got married in August, and he is absolutely the best thing that has happened to me (besides my Oakley man, of course). He's a mechanical engineer and we move in to our house in February when it's done being remodeled. Right now we live with his dad, step mom and sister in law.
Now for the really exciting and relevant news, it appears that I'm expecting baby number two!!! I say appears because I haven't been to the doctor yet, only gotten positive home tests and have been experiencing every pregnancy symptom in the book dang near, already much different from my first pregnancy.
So there you have it...i'm back, momlife! !!
Here's some pics of my handsome Oakley and my beautiful husband, who is a freaking musical genius :D
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
So frer test have been given a bad name because it's giving false positives. Do you all think that could have happened to me? Googles got me paranoid. I have pregnancy symptoms. 😩 has anyone experienced a false positive with frer?
So about 3 weeks ago I had a miscarriage... I haven't posted about it as it's been a crappy few weeks and been getting my head around it all.. well today I've been having clear mucus when I wipe (tmi sorry). It's been happening the past few days, I've been tired, appetite has been up and down, bloated etc.. I know the right thing to do is take a test but how long after a miscarriage is it possible to be pregnant? I'm not sure whether it's just ovulation that could be happening.. I'm so confused😩

My August baby decided she wanted to be a May baby like her big sister. Madison Noelle was born on Tuesday, May 24 at 3:50pm, weighing 2lbs, 13oz and 14". She was born at 27 weeks and has a long road ahead of her. Every day she has been getting stronger and amazing everyone. Please keep us in your prayers, my family and I have a long road ahead of us. Congratulations to everyone and I wish you all wonderful pregnancies and deliveries! ??❤️
UGH no Preggies from my area appear to be active...I am so bummed, in all the apps I have tried Santa Cruzians appear to have better things to do than connect on pregnancy apps. Maybe they all already have friends? I just want girlfriends! 😞😒