I feel so shitty right now. Baby girl fights sleep like crazy and I started babysitting again today…

I️ feel so shitty right now. Baby girl fights sleep like crazy and I️ started babysitting again today so it was even harder to get her to sleep knowing there’s another kid in the house. Therefore I️ had no choice but to put her in her crib and let her cry. Of course I️ kept going in to check on her and assure her that I️ wasn’t gone and stuff but just hearing her cry and see her little tears has made me feel so horrible. This is exactly why I️ have never let her “cry it out” 😔😔😔😔😔💔💔💔💔💔💔