I wish I got a little more help. All day Travis has been attached to my leg screaming and crying…

I wish I got a little more help. All day Travis has been attached to my leg screaming and crying asking for things he doesn’t want. Everything I give him he refuses and just screams. And my husband just sits there and watches while making little sighs like he’s the one dealing with it. He’s just watching me sit there exhausted with Travis clinging to me screaming. Then when I actually get a moment I’m cleaning. While he gets to just sit there. And then gets annoyed when I tell Travis to please stop. I’m sitting here in a mountain of laundry trying to fold it with Travis on my lap crying and he’s just watching tv. I’m getting really tired of this. And everyone’s wondering what has been wrong with me lately. I’m so depressed. And have no one to talk to about it. My husband walks around miserable blaming everything on me or Travis and says he can’t handle it and this house to crazy and Travis is awful and I’m a mess. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve lost all motivation and hope for everything. I have nothing left in me.