Ranting in sleep deprivation. Sorry :/
Been awake for almost 24 hours straight. Hot a 9 hour shift in a few hours and haven't got a wink. Every time I lay down on any side it hurts or our baby boy starts pinching and kicking. He doesn't like me on my side's at all recently. :/
SO says I can call in tomorrow that he won't push for me to work (his works cutting hours like crazy so money's tight) cuz of the lack of sleep. I know I need to work and he knows I need sleep so we're are butting heads lol. But We need me to work; we need the money. Ugh idk what to do! I'm trying not to stress over bills but it's hard. Any sleep advice?
And it doesn't help the next 3 weeks are jam packed with stuff that needs to be done. No lie, around work we have to drive 45 minutes to get to appointments every couple days each time.
Better note I get to see our baby December 1st for an ultrasound then again on the 15th for another ultrasound at a baby place and see him in 3d and 4d :) I can't wait!!!
Good night mommas everywhere :) maybe
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