maybe my annoyance w/ my friend is just bc i’m jealous of her in a way 🙄 she just got engaged…

maybe my annoyance w/ my friend is just bc i’m jealous of her in a way 🙄 she just got engaged tonight to a dude she’s been w for like 5 months & she’s having his baby. she doesn’t have to work the whole pregnancy or even after the baby is born bc he’s gonna take care of them. whereas i’m working my ass off at 2 jobs just to make sure i can have enough for my baby, i don’t even live w my boyfriend & father of my child that i’ve been w for a year now bc we’re both too broke to afford it rn & we have no plans on living together before the baby is here let alone being married 😒 i just wanna live w/ my man & be married to him w/ our little family & be a stay at home mom & not have to work so damn hard every single day. ughhh. even before she got pregnant when they had been together for 2 months he got her a promise ring. what has my bf given me? nothing 😒