Feeling very emotional today... I just can't stop thinking about and feeling scared I'm going to…

Feeling very emotional today... I just can't stop thinking about and feeling scared I'm going to have another c section.. I try and try to convince myself that as long as baby is healthy that's all that matters but reality is all I can think about is if this vbac does t work out then then I'm gana have to keep having c sections.. I just want my dream birth... I still have 4 days till my next appointment so that's 4 more days of walking and sex and I know a lot can happen in that time period... I'm just soo scared all this work and I still end up disappointed