No matter how much I hurt, how sleep deprived I am, how much I struggle to walk, and how much I…

No matter how much I hurt, how sleep deprived I am, how much I struggle to walk, and how much I struggle to breathe Drs won't help me. So from today on out they said I can naturally induce labor at home, it's safe for me and baby girl. Best believe I will try. I'm physically struggling. Earliest I can get a C-section if she doesn't come naturally is my due date. And it can not be sooner due to weekends, holidays and I don't have a consultation until next week. So if she isn't here before December 4th I'm getting a C-section on my due date.