I think the biggest issue I have right now is not being able to be around my own family. Being from…

I think the biggest issue I have right now is not being able to be around my own family. Being from Hawaii you get to have a wonderful bond with your family.. and they’re vibes, energy, and love are the most supporting comforting type. With being so far away from them it just sucks. Video and phone calls are definitely nice but not the same as having them there in person with you. And for me, living with my fiancé’s family I feel the love but it’s definitely no where near the same. Even he says it’s a way different feeling how my family acts versus his. No one picks and chooses who they love and support more, they all love and support everyone the same. I love his family but I just wish I could be around my family at this time. 😣 Sorry for being such a Debbie downer, I really just needed to vent and this is the one place I feel I can without the harsh criticism.