My husband is such an asshole. He tells me how much he hates me and how unhappy he is. Then the next day he wonders why I am sad. He threatens to leave or not help often and then the next day he is fine. He withholds money and help. I can’t live w the constant instability. I never know what to expect. I just bought a
house completely on my own. We are moved in surrounded by boxes, remodeling projects started a bunch of stuff I can’t finish on my own nor do I have the money. I drained my savings buying a house so he couldn’t threaten to kick me out anymore. I kind of hope he just leaves like he threatens too. He is mad cus my lazy ass is on the couch after working all day. I am 35 and this pregnancy has been hard. I am 26 weeks. In the beginning he demanded an abortion, then when I was bleeding at 13 weeks he told me he hopes I miscarry. I know I deserve better, I am scared to do it alone. I know one thing, I will not expose my baby girl to this.
I know I need to end this: it’s easier said than done. I don’t have money for lawyers or the strength to fight the battle he will put me through.
I need encouragement not judgement or criticism, I hear enough of that already.