Today I'm super emotional....i tried this morning because i saw that today has been 2 years that my best guy friend who i considered a little brother had committed suicide....😞😞😞😢😢😭😭😔💔💔 I miss you bro i just wish you have stuck through it with me 😢😢 i need you more than ever.....
Its official. I lost the baby. 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔😭😭😭💔💔
So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.

I lost my baby today at 36 weeks. Came in for a regular checkup and she had no heartbeat. I will never recover from this and for all those who are pregnant and able to have their babies cherish every second because you will never know when the most precious thing you carried and loved will be taken from you. RIP Aaliyah Denise Lovell-Young. Mommy will love you always and forever😢❤️💔