He says am to comfortable being at home with my kids am to selfish I don’t talk enough we are not connected we never were mate for each other.... idk understand my self at all I don’t know why I act the this way I really don’t... it’s like am living an life I don’t want for my self or my kids it’s crazy and now I will have to move out and find a place of my own next year it’s a lot going on... and my family is going to talk bad and down on my situation smh 😢😢😢😢