I took a couple of days off after my last post just to process everything that’s going on. My husband and I have decided to see this pregnancy through to the end, no matter how long that is. Everything right now is still unclear and I can’t even get the doctors to tell me what the chance is for my baby to survive, but I believe in miracles and I believe everything happens for a reason. Can’t wait to meet you baby Emma l, our love for you is beyond words.