My heart hurts badly I gave up on this marriage I know I will never find the right man.everytime I…

None of that is true. You just got with the wrong man hun. And it sounds to me like its a good thing you got out because it sounds like he has broken you down not only physically but mentally as well. God will help you and show you what real love is. Take a deep breath one day at a time

@ashtonndamon thank you. I just don't wanna do this anymore every time I get with a man they mistreat me.

Why me Why I can't find the right man

@sakyraandmydaughterjamilliya. Just take some time for you mama. Get to know you and what you want and need.

@ashtonndamon your absolutely right

@sakyraandmydaughterjamilliya one day at a time slowly take your time.

@ashtonndamon I will try too.thank you

Im here if you need to talk. @sakyraandmydaughterjamilliya

@ashtonndamon thank you so much I kept warning him that I am going to leave him. He going say to me if I find someone else he going to kill him

@sakyraandmydaughterjamilliya well screw him.

@ashtonndamon. I kept praying for the right man I am always ended up with bad men. Last guy I dated hit me because I kept calling his phone back to back. The next guy I date I am do backarond check on them. If not I am be single

I care about you. Leave him. There are plenty dish in Sea. Rediscover your value and worth. Take your time. The right man will come along. Love you some you right now and love your baby girl. Your baby girl cares about you. Mother child love is real and true. It's genuine love. When you work on you and realize what you want in a romantic relationship with a man and when you promise yourself you will not settle for anything less than your worth you will know how to choose. I'm in same position. Right now it's best to refocus on you and your kids. That's where all energy is going for me, I know what ur going through and trust me, unless he is a good man, father of your kids or not, he is just a distraction and a waste of time from taking care of you and your kids

Personally I think It's best to be single until you build enough self love and self respect. Then you will attract a man who will honor your worth and value. And if he doesn't you will not accept him as a mate because you doesn't meet your standards. Play the cards right. A man should be a compliment to your life. Get your shit together outside of a man and build your strength and power. You are a Queen. Lotta guys out here are still boys. It take a real man to step to the plate and actually be a man and a father at that. It's easy to make babies not easy to take care of them. And men take so much longer than women to mature. Some of these boys need serious home training on how to be a man and a father. I know the father of my kids definitely slacks in all areas