I love my daughter she's the greatest thing that ever happened to me like I didn't feel like a woman…

I love my daughter she's the greatest thing that ever happened to me like I didn't feel like a woman until I gave birth, after a miscarriage 7 years ago I was so crushed now I feel like I accomplished something good by bringing along a child into my life I've changed and grown so much......But sometimes I get so overwhelmed knowing that I'm in this alone I mean completely alone and it hurts so bad! That's why I'm always saying something about being positive and staying humble, my life isn't perfect I remember times when I had questioned the creator asking "why am I still here" or when I went through bad things "why me" , I've realized now that I'm stronger than I thought I survived some f.cked up situations and came out even stronger. Now I know that I'm here for a reason. 29 and I'm still in the process of finding out what that purpose is, and staying strong for my little girl. I finally have something to live for. I know better days are to come, just waiting I found patience being a Nicu mommy...... Sorry just sitting here thinking and counting my blessings