It’s funny how family be so quick to tell you it’s alright to ask for help when you’re down but as…

It’s funny how family be so quick to tell you it’s alright to ask for help when you’re down but as soon as you do you’re “begging”..... when I tried to do everything by myself y’all called me prideful but now that I’m not working and struggling you want to act like I was never up on my feet.... don’t get it twisted, I ask for help so that I can eat but only when I haven’t eaten for 2-3 days.... I ask for extra cash to make sure my son won’t go hungry because the food he’s on now is hurting him.... I ask for help when I can’t make it after I have done all I could... so don’t ever feel like you’re doing me a favor by throwing it in my face that you have helped me when I was down because it was always a last option... NayNay has always kept it 💯 and it hurts that I have to feel ashamed to go to family for help... but don’t worry about it... imma make sure my son straight before all else so my “family” won’t say I was “begging” ever again