***rant- i feel the need to do this since its really bothering me for some reason***
So im not sure why but it still irritates me that the only people who came to visit me the first week after i had my daughter was my mom, step dad, sister and my son. My fiancées family said they would visit and that they love me unlike my fiancees sons mother, but i needed a lot of help with lifting my son and getting up(my uterus was tilted and endometriosis was bad after delivery) and they were no where to be found so i had to rely on my fiancee when he got off and my mom to help me everyday until i felt fine doing things on my own.
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...
My dad doesn't think I can do this #need help.
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I hope this helps and y'all moms with my account