I've finally been able to speak out about depression, anxiety and stress even though I've been…

I've finally been able to speak out about depression, anxiety and stress even though I've been hiding and suffering for many years recent things have made me realise I need help. I do feel like a bad parent due to feeling like I've failed and I'm not a very good role model. But I see me finally getting help I feel proud and I can be a better mother. Not feeling like i have any control over my emotions makes me feel hopeless. Not being able to go out, either overeating or not eating at all, crying, angry, anxious, worried about everything, scared something bad will happen, thinking suicidal thoughts, not sleeping properly, hate my looks etc honestly feel like another person! Is anyone else going through the same thing we can do this!. what help do I get? Cos have to see the gp Wednesday. Finally hope this is a fresh start for me. 🖒