Depression isn't something to joke about, and most certainly the most common left untreated. I I,…

Depression isn't something to joke about, and most certainly the most common left untreated. I

I, Jessica am depressed with some anxiety attached while being pregnant.

I was diagnosed before I was pregnant.

Probably the worst possible time for everything to hit me.

I can hardly eat and when I do I throw it up

I'm miserable.

I feel bad, I'm not 100% for my family

I'm always tired

I'm always grumpy

I feel like im failing my husband

And children.

Most days I don't want to get out of bed.

I hardly leave the house and when I do I get super anxious anymore.

I'm fighting a battle, that's seems to be hard to do while pregnant.

My husband is my rock and my everything.

I want to be that for him but I can't when I can't even make myself happy.

I feel like I ruined his life sometimes but then I remember we have a beautiful son and one more on the way.

We did that, we're happy most days.

I feel like he is carrying the world on his shoulders but he won't tell me.

He won't tell me because he doesn't want me to stress anymore than I do.

He is amazing

I want to be that for him and our kids.

I don't know what to do.

Almost 21 weeks pregnant and my morning sickness is worse

And depression is overwhelming anymore.

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