Ok ladies in kinda feeling down I feel like maybe I shouldn't be on this app anymore because I'm so down because I'm not pregnant and I finally got my period but its almost over and it just sucks. I see a lot of people around that pregnant everyone on here is pregnant like its just crazy. I hate having irregular periods and my husband's sperm is blocked so we can't have kids we've been trying for almost two years but we haven't been having intercourse lately. I'm sorry TMI I know I just want to be pregnant I love it you know I have really bad baby fever. I never had a man that was there when I was pregnant and treated me like a queen. My oldest son's dad was an a** and my youngest son's dad was also an a** but he also wasnt there he wanted me to have an abortion and I don't believe in that you know like it hurts my heart to see and hear that female's do it but its their choice and I support them if they do it. But anyways my husband doesnt have any kids and he's a great step dad to my boys and I know he would be amazing and he will be at every appointment and buy me whatever I want and need. I'm sorry I just needed to vent