My man has his been out the house for exactly 11 days because we had this huge fight and he can't…

My man has his been out the house for exactly 11 days because we had this huge fight and he can't deal with my "jealousy" I admit it's bad and causing us problems. But I also don't think running from them will make things better. It's to the point I don't even care if he comes back or not. I've gotten a lil taste of what's it's like to be a single mom. & Quite frankly I can handle it. Working 4 days and making $350 off the books. Whatever I can't pay a rent with that but it's better than not having shit in my pockets. I live w my dad and our share is 500$ for our bedroom. Eventually shit will get better but if he doesn't come back I won't starve.